Thursday, December 25, 2008

X'mas Eve and X'mas

i'm scared of being alone at the holidays, i'm scared of many things, sometimes the future. happiness is something we can only pursuit, right? we can't keep it long, bitterness, sadness will soon take over. i'm afraid of the night, i'm getting so sensitive and emotional, i tried hard to keep looking on the bright side, but just can't help it. tonight i made myself delicious food to cheer me up, it didn't work somehow.
i watched Merlin tonigt, good story, Guwen looks like Jane in pride and prejudice but blacker, Mogana's like Monica in friends, and the doctor's like Snape in Harry potter.
it's good that there's something makes me happy.

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