what's my problem?

Congratulations 芬, you and your soulmate! Happy Valentine's day!
I wish I weren't be alone, but I still am. On lantern festival dumplings I went to my friend's home to have supper, she and her BF come to the bus station to pick me, I'm so jealous of her, because I NEVER have that kind of relationship with someone so close everyday. The good thing is, I'm not angry any more with HIM and with myself, though it still hurts anyway. You broke up, you move on, that's the way it should be, right? But, I keep bumping into the guys that are weird or maybe I am the one with problems. So, what's my problem? I really want to know, and think about it all the time. Is that because I don't know what I want or I just expect too much? Or something else? I'm quite sure I get the closure I want and try hard to move on, maybe it's just a matter of time before I find the right one. I'm so tired of being alone with everyone asking questions about my other half. I wish and pray for good luck.