skins

Skins's not like other shows, not superficial. It reveals how life really is, no veil to cover the ugly truth. About the 4th season, at first, I think it's all about betrayal, Tomo betrayed Panda, Naomi betrayed Emily. Then I realise it's all about love. But that intense love made Effy mad, Freddie dead. Love destroys things, breaks heart into pieces. No one survives and nothing remains the same. I'm just gonna quote what Cassie said before.

Cassie:Do you konw what hurts the most about a broken heart?
          Not able being to remember how you felt before
          Try and keep that feeling
          Because,if it goes...
          ...You'll never get it back.
          Then you lay waste to the world...everything in it.

What we should do is live hard like Cook does. Try really hard and shout out loud like Katie Fucking Finch.

The 4th season ended so abruptly, it's difficult for me to understand what's going on, like what's the point of killing Freddie? Seriously, I don't get it.

I like what Effy said in 405, the claw thing, that she used to be strong and love made her weak.

Now I'm under so much pressure, things under my skin are gonna burst out too. For so many times I think i cannot handle it any more. I wish I can fight all the time. Never get lost and mad.

I just realise that tomorrow I will go somewhere near njupt, so weird you know years past and revisit some place with totally different feelings.

Just be strong. You can do this.