Sunday, March 13, 2011

hate my life

I hate my life! Everything in it!
What's the point of keep hoping for something that will never happen?
Nothing went well. It's not important any more.
Well, that's not true.
I really should sort out priorities.
So tired and still got work to do.
Life is miserable and no one will understand.
Am I only dreaming?
I talk a lot doesn't mean I know what I'm talking about.
Where are those negative feelings come from?
It lasts for a while. It's not going to end well.
Should I change the way of thinking? Just stay postive for no reason?
Be happy anyway.
I'm fine, I said it to myself a lot but didn't mean it once.
And I'm not happy.
I don't understand myself even.
Hate being me.
What's wrong? Well, just nothing is right.
I need bad feeling outlet.
Life is so hard.
Life really is a bitch until you die.

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